Getting Tricky

I feel dull, lifeless, exhausted, like I don't want to go on.

There is only two more days left of community service, thank god. I mean don't get me wrong, the people are great, it's just tiring, and I'm tired, and in pain. I just want to be with the horses because it's the only place where I feel right, and happy and like I belong.
I don't feel like that anywhere else anymore. I'm just not happy anymore.
Kill me. It's ridiculous. I've never wanted to go back to school so much in my life!!!!

I don't know what to write, or what to do.. I have to stop typing now, it's hurting my wrist.

Bye for now but not forever,
- the original CG and Justice

Three Days To Go

Well, I ran out of time last night, and failed to write anything here at all. But I will today.

I am now two days into the dreaded community service and am already over it. I would really rather be at school. So far I've sat in a corner, watched Wall.e, spelt words, helped with PE and actually eaten food.
I guess I'm eating because I'm surrounded by adults and they don't know me, and I don't want the questions and looks.

But it's boring, so so boring. In the staff room they talk about their pets ffs. Teacher from my school is visiting tomorrow, so looking forward to this....

But I feel really bad at the moment. Like, really bad. I just, dont know.

And the new fish has a name! Jaws. I will try and get a photo.

Anyhoo, Harry Potter calls,

Bye for now but not forever,
- the original CG and Justice

What Is Going On?

Well, Justice is not going to the races on Tuesday or Thursday. As it turns out, he's going to the races next Sunday. Will I get to strap him? Apparently not.

He went and had his 'day out' today. I was too tired and too sore to participate and I have no idea how he coped with standing around all day.

But it is seriously irritating me how some people think I can't handle him. Justice is one of the nicest horses I get to handle, and I'm not about to stop looking after him.

The other girl won't be taking him next sunday, it will be someone else, shouldering in on our turf.

Well, Justice gets his chance to prove he's awesome.

On a more sour note, I start community service tomorrow. Shoot me now. Please, shoot me now!

>.<

I got a new fish today as well. He's nearly the same as Pirate, but he has black patches, he's pretty cool, but I wish I'd stop referring to him as dude!

Bye for now but not forever,
- the original CG and Justice