Because I dyed it. And by that I mean not a new colour everyday, but I dyed on Sunday and with every wash the colour alters. Yesterday it was fluro red and today its a bit duller. Tomorrow it will be slightly duller again.
Today's Weight: 69kg
Well that's dangerously close to 70kg isn't? And I am not starving myself, I just have some slight issues with weighing anything more than that - lets just make that distinction. I've also been cutting again, what a shocker. Slightly more disturbing than that is the fact that I recently purchased a brand new pair of scissors - however, I can't say the cut any better than the old pair. Which kind of isn't the point. But anyway.
My former best friends still doesn't talk to me. Which is super awkward because she's kind of joined the group I have. But, I have taken a leaf out of her book and am just not talking to her. Which is still very, very awkward. The other thing that's kind of starting to worry me is I'm kind of becoming a bit forgetful. And it worries me because it's really unlike me. I mean, I may forget to water the plant but when it comes to homework, I just don't forget about stuff like that. It seems irrational to be so concerned, but its just so unlike me so I feel worried by it.
Stupid memory.
- CG
i'm cutting again too suprise suprise so we can compare notes :P
ReplyDeleteit doesn't seem to matter how many times you get clean it's impossible to fight the urge somedays...too many things to send you breaking...
don't worry ur not all that disturbing... i also purchased a new box-cutter and on my mums questioning it was 'neccicary for work'
god she's stupid...
but you know what no one cares enough right now to ask me to stop cutting so why should i? it's helping me deal therefore its ok...
peace,
stay safe,
a. xx
i care enough to ask both of you to stop. people do care even if they don't notice. maybe they just don't want to notice because they care so much that they don't want to even entertain the thought of you two hurting yourselves.
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